Wednesday, January 05, 2005

thinking & thinking

yes thats true..im sick of myself.i think 2 much and all that thinking is useless..just leading to more useless things to think about.i wont say thinking alot is just fruitless..surely it helped alot in knowing and improving myself . I dont have friends(what kind of person i am??).
i want to be a care free person..happy all the time and not thinking of future.I've seen people with nothing in their hand and still they are happy or perhaps they dont realize whats they have lost or loosig.Im in a better position now..good degree,good job..everytin fine but then too i think alot about what i have to do in future..if im doing right..should i continuew this job or go for something else?.
everytime i end up with the same thing..everything is useless..nothing is permanent..we will die and then we wont have anything..we are misguiding ourselves..we are mislead..we are being brain washed...what we are doing is not what we are supposed to do.
search for myself seems to be endless...will i ever get the moment when i'll feel THIS IS ME!

3 Comments:

At 27 March, 2005, Blogger Kat said...

its all a state of mind believe me...if you descide to be happy...you will be a happy person...! and just be you....in this journey of life we get so caught up with the destination that we forget to be ourselves...! happy fututre...!

 
At 10 April, 2005, Blogger flick said...

:) I can sooooo relate to it. i used to think im nothing n that i could be anything. I still think nothing matters, when everthing is temporary. but now i v found life in this journey, n this is me, who lives with every breath, every color , every sense n every soul of life.
nothing would last, but as long as I cherish the creation n the creator, I will live.
Im sure, as long as your looking for answers, its certain that you'll find them.

 
At 14 May, 2005, Blogger The Lil fairy & her angel friends said...

just like me:$?

 

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