feeling strange this time
its 1:30 at night and the best time for blogging.thoughts just rush back this moment of time. I remember listening to ghazls and fm in past or thinking about the assignments , the next day at university.things have changed now and life seems to have taken a straight path with the same scenery everywhere..no change!!im just sick of no change in my life except a very good job.but i really need to experiment my life, explore new things, see more people and finding out my limits.But all it seems impossible unless I get out from under my parent's umbrella(God keep it there always for me...cuz in whole world this is the shelter).
I might be wrong and I pray I should be but it seems one of my good friends wont be a good friend sometime in future. there is a smell in his talks warning me, preparing me that he is not my goof friend and even if he is..he wont be sometime in future!!.
Thats more painful when you can't name your feelings. but i can tell sadness is a big part of this whole feeling.
I feel this night is mine..in a mood to talk to me and share something.she must have a story to tell.but i have to sleep cuz i have to get up early and go to work.life is like that..
perhaps im missing her????????????????
i just got this feeling.
posted by intense 'feeler' @ 1:26 AM
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