sana layna bhee kaise aadat hay!!!

Dedication to Krack Head!!

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 2:04 PM 2 comments

Poetry: Kisi Mausam Ka Jhaunka Tha

kisi mausam ka jhaunka tha
jo is deewar par latki hui tasveer tirchi kar gaya hai
gaye sawaan mein ye deewarein yun seeli nahin thina
jaane is dafa kyun inmein seelan aa gayi hai
darare pad gaye hai
aur seelan is tarha baithti hai
jaise khushk rukhsaroon pe geele aansu chalte hain

ye baarish gungunati thi
isi chhat ki munderon par ye baarish gungunaati thi
isi chhat ki mundero par
ye ghar ki khidkiyon ke kaanch par ungli se likh jaatithi sandese
bilakhti rahti hai baithi hui ab band roshandanon kepeeche

dupaharein aisi lagti hain
bina moharon ke khaali khaane rakhe hainna
koi khelne wala hai baazi aur na koi chaal chalta hai
na din hota hai na ab raat hoti hai
sabhi kuch ruk gaya hai
woh kya mausam ka jhonka tha
jo is deewar par latki hui tasveer tirchi kar gaya hai

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 6:33 PM 6 comments

Poetry : Chalo Na Bhatkein!!

Chalo naa bhatken !!

lafange kuuchon mein

luchchii galiyon ke chowk dekhen ,

sunaa hai vo log ,

chuus kar jin ko vaqt ne raasten mein phenkaa tha,sab yahiien aake bas gaye hain

yeh chhilke hain zindagii ke

in kaa ark nikaalo,

ki zahar in kaa tumhare jismon mein palate hain

chalo naa bhatake lafange kuuchon mein !!!!!!

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 3:37 PM 3 comments

Notanki Mela Islamabad

last week a number of theatre dramas were shown in Ialamabad,which was a part of International Urdu Conference. I got to see all the plays. I'll review each of them one by one.

Ghora Aur Muhabbat (Horse and Love)
that was from UET Lahore.Very funny and well managed.everyone was good, no disturbance at all.people loved this one. one reason for its going smoothly was less crowd and less families. play was a kind of paroday of a 70's movie. No message No knowledge, No history.Just for entertainment.

Qalam Syahee Aur Manto (Pen, Ink and Manto)
An effort by NCA, Lhr. Shadow work was excellent.It was a mixture of five stories by Manto.The scenes have no sequence and no link. It failed to convey the message properly. A number of small scenes.People still appreciated the effort. Got the good picture of partition days.

Jalsa (drama or play )
By Naeem Tahir Productions Lhr. included scenes from different dramas since the first one in history of Urdu. good acting by all the actors. purposeful. Created awareness.

Qibla Nawab Sahib
By Rafee Peer Theatre, Lhr. Small play. satisfactory acting. No message. Not much entertainment. Too much disturbance due to children. all the dumb aunties came with their breast fed children..papa, mama, sho sho(pee),doodo(milk) hsssshhh(silence) and all that shit.

Toba Tek Singh
The greates of all by Ajooka Theatre Group, Lhr. Adapted from Manto's story. Excellent direction, excellent acting, good background music. purposeful, message oriented, thoughful.intense, emotional. i just loved it.the true soul of theatre.

NOTE: all the so called literate and modern aunties and unlces! learn some manners. u were not there to watch a third class indian movie with vulgar dances. next time better not come or leave ur childern at home or give them sleeping pills. If u dont understand the spirit of the plays or if u havent read any urdu afsana or drama all ur life this is not the place for u.let ppl with understanding to come in and see ( so much of seats and passes were wasted by ppl like u).

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 11:01 AM 5 comments

Internation Urdu Conference Pakistan

Urdu conference willl be starting from tomorrow.im trying hard to get pass. Gulzar sahab will be there as well and thats the biggest excitement.

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 11:34 AM 1 comments

feeling strange this time

its 1:30 at night and the best time for blogging.thoughts just rush back this moment of time. I remember listening to ghazls and fm in past or thinking about the assignments , the next day at university.things have changed now and life seems to have taken a straight path with the same scenery everywhere..no change!!
im just sick of no change in my life except a very good job.but i really need to experiment my life, explore new things, see more people and finding out my limits.But all it seems impossible unless I get out from under my parent's umbrella(God keep it there always for me...cuz in whole world this is the shelter).
I might be wrong and I pray I should be but it seems one of my good friends wont be a good friend sometime in future. there is a smell in his talks warning me, preparing me that he is not my goof friend and even if he is..he wont be sometime in future!!.
Thats more painful when you can't name your feelings. but i can tell sadness is a big part of this whole feeling.
I feel this night is mine..in a mood to talk to me and share something.she must have a story to tell.but i have to sleep cuz i have to get up early and go to work.life is like that..
perhaps im missing her????????????????
i just got this feeling.

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 1:26 AM 0 comments

self discovery

seriously confused about what to do in future. it seems i'll never be satisfied whatever i do. i want to try everything. very seriuos about MBA these days but fear what if in that too i loos interest later.
im doing good as software engineer and can make a creer in my domain, can go far in this type of softwares, can work as consultant in future but again.......am i really interested in this profession.sometimes i enjoy working and sometimes i really feel bad ...it feels as if im wasting my time and i shud do something else...something worthy..where i can utilize my skills..im badly trying to discover myself and am still not successfull.....
i cant leave this job and start something else all of a sudden just to find out what do i like.. many constraint...have to earn money for future studies..
Oh God put me on the path which is right..tell me what u want me to do..for myself..for others?

posted by intense 'feeler' @ 12:57 PM 3 comments